For the girl
who means so much to me, who means the world to me.

Muthe baby... Ente muthe... I'm really sorry muthe... Like I didn't mean in that way you are thinking at all muthe. I was just mini mad cause I knew you would sleep soon but I was planning to borrow a lil bit time from you to spend with you because I felt lonely ::((( Like how do I say? Because I know I can't borrow more time since you have to sleep. I wasn't trying to control your free time at all. I don't do that. I know how hard you work and I know you would be exhausted and I knew you would be scrolling for a little bit to relax yourself before the sleep, but I planned on borrowing some of the time. You know I don't do things like that at all. I know I was being selfish, I know I'm childish muthe. I really do... Gosh..., muthe... The way you are thinking is completely wrong. That was never my intention muthe... Even now while typing this letter, I'm already crying rn. muthe... I know I'm emotionally immature but I also do need your presence and yes you are right its also unfair since I would be sleeping in the morning while you are alone too... I do get that. I'm sorry muthe... I'm really sorry. From here onwards, I'll wake up with you, I'll try my best as much I can muthe... But yes, I really do need your presence even if you are working or you are in class. I wanna be next to you with all that. I know we in LDR so its even much more harder. If this was in person, I would be just lying next to you watching you work or do something or anything because atleast I know you would be there. I just really felt a lot alone muthe, but I can't even blame you, you had a lot of work as well. I'm also the type of person who would scold you if you decided to spend time with me over your work, I wouldn't like that at all. Hearing or seeing or even just the thought of you crying has always hurted me muthe. Even today earlier, when your gum started bleeding, I really got worried muthe... and I even scolded you a bit for not taking care of your self more. Muthe, you are my partner, you are my girlfriend, of course, I'll be worried about each and every aspect of your life muthe. Everyday I always check to see how much you have slept and all, and if you slept less I would urge you to sleep. I have been doing this for a long time now. I always notice each and every movement of yours muthe. Just because I don't say it, doesn't mean I don't notice muthe. I always check up on you every now and then. For example, even at the time when my phone fails to show notifications, I would always check the chat every now and then and see if you have texted or not. I always do that... I really do care about you a lot muthe... And I'm really sorry for the misunderstanding muthe... I really didn't mean it in that way you are thinking muthe. I really didn't. I just feel so incomplete without you muthe. I am fully dependent on you muthe, and I really really really love you like a lot muthe... I'm really sorry muthe. All I wanted was just to borrow a few moments of your time, and I got mini mad cause it was like too late also for me to ask your time because it was your time to sleep. That's all I was aiming for muthe. I know I said some things really harshly in that emotional burst. But I didn't mean that at all. I would have just calmed out after expressing it and asked you to sleep there and then muthe. I'm really sorry muthe. I'm really really really sorry muthe.. Ko Kaung Ma Athel Kalay Lay A Yann Chit Tal 🤎x💛